some mysterious feeling

So... I have to preface this post with a "don't judge me" plea. One fateful night a few weeks ago, I convinced Stu to watch The Bachelor with me, and we got hooked. I've never been one to watch those types of reality TV shows, I always found them silly! But to be serious, we started to look forward to Monday nights and new episodes! (yeah, it's pathetic, I know) Well anyway, we only caught the last part of the season finale last night, just in time for Jake to send Tenley home. Idiot. Okay, I (and all the girls at RME) thought he made a bad choice. But I was thinking about what he said on the after-show (yes, we watched the after-show), that there was something he had with the other one, that he didn't have with Tenley. And he couldn't explain it, it was just a "mysterious thing." Although it may be debatable that he's truly "in love" with the other one... I feel like I can relate to that description of love. Love is a mysterious thing! A wonderful, incredible, all-consuming thing. Love helps me get out of bed in the morning, love makes me want to be a better person, love makes me super excited for the future, love makes this crazy life livable. I'm so happy to have found this :) love you so much Stu!

"You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed
sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head
spin like a record
crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
forget how to breathe
Shine like gold
buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh... you make me smile."

thank you uncle kracker

I don't know what brought this post on, I am just so in love with life, and the love of my life!